It's almost the end of 2014, around 6 hours more??? That also show the end of my internship. Well, these journey is not easy. At first, I thought that I can handle it super well but later as the first day, second day....goes on, I found out that being alone outside there is not easy. Every step is on my own. Even if I had been study abroad at many place for years but this time round is really new, I guess is because I am no longer a kid anymore. This time round I come out as a adult, to carry out my life of my own. In the beginning, I am lost, I am panic, I am worried but is His healing power and the comfort that makes me continue the journey.
Days after day, one month passed, then two months. I start to find a path out. Slowly, people comes in, I initiate to my relationship with them,from the Professor to even the cleaner, everyone of them matters. Everyone left a foot print in my heart. At first, I hate the people around me as everyone is a slave of technology but I am wrong. My heart was locked. I am in the deepest valley. I need HIS love.
"I found HOPE in the deepest despair."
I am wrong. Miracles happened. I slowly to see how people react. What did I see??? Some parents was trying to tease their children to laugh, some teens actually giving their seats to those who are in need, couples that are so sweet, a middle age son is holding his mother hand so tightly and many more. I am wrong and I am touched. This land is so beautiful not because they have the most beautiful natural scenery but because they bring love from generation to generation. They passed down love.
I learn more how to love myself and be myself. I know that I am not alone. Because I found people that I can talk to, I can share to. I want to become a dream catcher. Someone told me that, "Do your plan in a sand, but carve your goal on a stone". I will for sure, to catch my dream. I will become who I want to be. But before that I need to be stronger in order to protect those I love.
"Find your passion."
I realize that is the passion that keep me moving. A sound that always surround me," Find your passion and dedicate your whole life to it". I always give a smile on that, because I found that at the end of my journey. That's the most precious gift for three months.
"Read every book with your full heart."
Everyone is like a book, you will not understand if you do not want to open it, read it and reveal it. Everyone is different and I am sure they have their own story to be told. No matter who we are, sometimes we just tend to judge someone so easily. Please don't because God never ask us to judge.
So don't try to judge anyone and do not be so self centered. Sometime, some story is so deep and is too hard to understand. But it's okay, some books always takes time to read in order to understand better. I am not a great person but I am willing to walk in others people heart so that they can walk into mine too. All of us might eventually leave one day but is our heart, our spirit that will be carried out by other people.
I will bring this hope and passion to continue every part of my journey. Lastly, happy new year and have a bless new year-2015.
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| Keep moving to 2015... |
With all my love,
K.S
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